Unanswered

You used to make me luff,
Hold me close when I needed comfort,
And when I needed you.

We used to talk about everything,
Have fun wherever we go,
Without a care about anything but us.

I duno where we went wrong,
You drift away & withdraw yourself from my life,
Just like that.

I'm looking for answers,
Cos you left me confused,
I duno what we are anymore or where I stand in your life.

Free me from this uncertainty,
Ease the knot in my fragile heart,
Clean up the mess in my mind... please.

I miss the person I fell in love with...
Wherever you are come back,
I duno how long I can wait.

No Updates!!

Heloooooooooooooooooo where is everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls pls pls write something!! ya and one more thing... dun forget Tunnel 1st of July... hahaha!! ok byeee

Never Deny You

but i've had it...

n i'm outta here...

STOP!! I Juz Gotta Do This....

I can't hold on my laughter anymore... i want u people to see this.... hehehe!!


Statue Tit Sucking Baby....Noty Boiii!!


Who Is The SPY???


Cloned baby....


Pick ur titiessss!!

STOP!! I Juz Gotta Do This....

I can't hold on my laughter anymore... i want u people to see this.... hehehe!!


Statue Tit Sucking Baby....Noty Boiii!!


Who Is The SPY???


Cloned baby....


Pick ur titiessss!!

Cold But Still There

Cold But Still There

As white as the snow outside
and it kept us drinking
for three days,
our voices raw from smoking,
talking possibilities,
and singing old songs,
everybody both hunter and prey -
We knew our game well.

You've been there,
for you have lived as I have.
It's nothing new,
nothing that hasn't been done,
Just partying,
But despite everything,
YOU NEVER LEFT MY MIND,
even though you're
on the other side of the ocean.

On that winter weekend
the blizzards reigned outside -
a world based on
music cigarettes drugs screws
laughter friendship and haze.

But I only saw
your black brown eyes,
as aurora borealis,
your hair
like an element of nature,
and would have murdered
for the touch of your hand on my cheek.

What Sud I do!!!

What should I do?

For you,
I would gladly walk a mile,
if that would give me a chance
to see you smile.

I'd call you my friend,
but that's a lie.
You mean more to me,
but I can't explain why.

For you are more precious to me
than all of the world's gold,
but I can't tell you that,
how can I be that bold?

If I spoke what's on my mind,
would you accept me?
Because without you,
I don't know where I'd be.

You seem to be calm,
while I feel absolutely lost.
I would like to be so bold,
but what would its failure cost?

Am I the only one faced with this choice?
Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too?
I can't risk that; I'd rather have that then lose everything.
What should I do?

Come Back

Come Back

I sit here
desolate
crying
why?
what have I done?
don't leave me
not like this
there must be a mistake
somewhere
I have done nothing wrong
or have I?
this torture destroys sleep
kills laughter, encourages pain
and depression and worry.
Just tell me that everything is alright
that I have made a stupid mistake
that you will love me always
and I will be healed of my hurt.
Until then I see nothing
hear nothing
feel nothing
but the beating of my heart
and the throbbing in my brain
as I die to everything
but the reality
that you don't want me.
Tell me is this true?
You know I would die for you
and I would never want to hurt you.
You are my first true girlfriend
and my sunshine on my soul
so please come back,
please?

My Party

Ok finally Yan is back...I MISHHHHHHH U!!!! ok we are suppose to have our activation but due to the "Danger Zone" territory. (SORRY JEROMEEEE) We were caught in a spider web. Hey I got advance pressies from my 2 beloved gf, Rina & Yan. (I'll post my pressie picz later)...

Anyway, my party will be at Tunnel on 10/06/06 @ 11.30pm ( meeting point for pre-drinking session AKA "Amsterdammmm U " will be by the pool first) den from there we will party hard Hard hard Hard!!! Den Balik ape lagik round la hahahah!!! ok Juz Kidding!!!

Attendance from the Drive Sixx Kakiz are COMPULSORY!!!!!

carry wit pride

Annnnnnn

Waiting for e day we can show off our bags together!!

Still the same....

Ok Most of our gang is here... I'm tryna change our blog... but stil thinking wat layout or design... Can i juz use one of my own personal template??? hehe!!! Ok nvm... One of my Nyahssss going to KL today with her Family...So take care GF... and come back safely yea... I miss u... And now gonna missssssss u more...

Oooh Weee

driving off into e sunset...


in tis red submarine...